It comes a time when you really need to take
care of those little things that keep your mind and spirit from wilting
away. In the past year I have come to realize that I need to take care of
myself better and that I need to nourish my creative soul. I used to find
joy in coming up with new ideas to make what at the time (15 years ago!!) was
just little crafts to decorate my home or little scrapbook layout to place a
few dear pictures. Just an outlet to escape the stresses on my life;
work, husband, child, family and responsibilities that could and at time
would swallow the inner me.
We women tend to wear many hats and assume
many responsibilities and then we try to juggle them all at the same time.
What happens is that we go into auto pilot and forget about
that engine that is keeping all these hats in the air going around and around.
Well like any engine it needs maintenance or after a few hundred
miles they start whining and if ignored then the inevitable happens, they
self-destruct.
Creating, even in small forms, is the
maintenance that my soul needs. I am a perfectionist and as we all know,
nothing is ever perfect. When I’m creating I have to let control take the
back seat and let my creative spirit and soul take over. I am by no means
a Picasso or even have a third of the talent that is out there but I am me. My
mind is at peace when I have paint in my hands, pencils and markers by my side,
colorful papers and journals waiting for me to bring life to them.
I let life and the world around me take away that
mind peace for a while, but now is my time to take it back and to hopefully inspire
and others to do the same. Like I said
before I am no expert and a total beginner in many ways, but what counts (at
least in my mind) is that I find myself again and some the creative joy that
will nourish my soul. Hey no matter how
bad the art comes out, what needs to matter is that at least I find peace for
my mind, a few minutes at time. Is has
to be better that Prozac®, right?
I am currently experimenting with Art
Journals and a new obsession called Zentangle® (www.zentangle.com). I hope to post some of my beginner’s work and
since I’m a pretty tough chic I will gladly accept constructive criticism (just
don’t be mean, no need for that).
From a soul looking for inspiration to
another, have a Great Day!!!
wonderingmindfield